回想……

伤心,心痛,无助时……
我会想到你……
想到你会对我说……
“不要伤心了，来，笑一个……”
我就会笑得很假……
你就会接着说……
“你笑得很假，笑开心一点”
这时你会对我笑一个……
当我想到这里时……
我的眼泪就会……流下来

everything

it seems like everything bout me is slowly n painfully crushed into peaces but you're still standing strong...

memories

i'd guess....
that your looking at her...not me...
that you hate me..not worrying bout me..
i just can't get you off of my mind...
i'm useless...i hate myself for keep thinking...
that you might be watching me...
that you might be just worrying bout me...
that you still have a feeling for me...
i've missed you so much...
i wanted to talk to you again..
i wanted to get hugged by you again..
i wanted to kiss you again...
i wanted to just go to your house and just look at you again...
i've missed every thing bout you..
memories....of 1 year 4 months...with you around..

i'm just me...

seeing you...made me feel like im useless..
because your taller than me..
because your beautifuler than me...
because your nicer than me...
because you...have the ability to take him away from me....
you made me feel like im nothing...
that im not good enough...
i am ugly..
i am dumb...
i'm not smart..
i have some IQ...
but i don't have much EQ like you have...
i am short...
but i'm me...
i can grow taller but i'll still be the same...
i'd still me the same old me...
i can't change...