freedom

mayb its time to let go and just move on?
i don't know but
i think if i kept doing this
it be just a waste of time?
mayb?
but i still can't let u go...
only time will tell...
and now i'll just kept doing what i love and just be myself
freedom...cool =]

嗯。。我输了

今天的比赛输掉了……还有负赛啊……加强练就可以了。。
因为我很弱，还吐了一点……
要苦练了，不能输掉！！
pepsi厉害咯。。跌倒躺着还能继续打。。。佩服
怪不得他会喜欢她啦。。她酱厉害，人又好。。
也不能怪啦。。我酱noob
这次的比赛。。她一定在他心中加了很高的分数。。。
而我呢？输了拉。。。还脚受伤

可以不要恨我吗？

可以不要恨我吗？我知道我哪里做错了，我会改的……
可以不要恨我吗？我会因为你这样而分心……
可以不要恨我吗？我真的很难过……
可以不要恨我吗？我不想看着你的背影，一直自责……
可以不要恨我吗？你的离开已经很难受了，再加上你的恨，我会很自卑……
可以不要恨我吗？我可以改变的。。只要你不恨我就好……
可以不要恨我吗？你看我的眼神有着痛和恨……
可以不要恨我吗？我发誓这辈子只要你一个，其他的我都不要……
可以不要恨我吗？因为在我眼中，你永远是最帅的……
可以不要恨我吗？还有下次的话，我不会像之前酱粘你了，我会给你空间的……
可以不要恨我吗？我可以再成熟一点的……
…………所以，可以不要恨我吗？

希望

希望明天下午不会下雨，
希望明天下午不会太晒，
希望明天下午会是阴天，
希望明天下午会很顺利！！！！

its so cold..

its so cold after raining...
i hate it when it rains at night...its cold
both my hands and feet are as cold as corpse...
i hate this...
it made me think of you...
that you tried to warm my hands up with yours wrapped around mine...
my feet with yours...
your hands and feet are so huge and warm...
you are always there when i had family issues...
you are always there to care for me...to cheer me up...
but now ur gone...and i felt cold....
i can't seem to warm them up like you did last time...
i wanted to hold you again...to take the fear way from me...
to make me feel like i'm safe...like some one still wants me...
that i'm not alone...that i have you....
but now ur gone...
now i'm alone...
and i'm almost lost all inside...
i hated to cry...

Want ..

I wanted to smile a wide smile in front of you again,
I wanted to hold you again,
I wanted to touch you again,
I wanted to look into your eyes again,
I wanted you to hold me in your arms again,
smile that crooked smile that i loved so much again at me,
tell me that you love me again,
hang out with you in your study room again,
just sitting beside you and stare at you...day dreaming with you again,
i missed you....so much...so much that i can't bare it...
everyday...but i'd just be looking at your back...

Say Goodbye

"There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you, it's me
I kinda gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

Girl I know your heart is breaking
And a thousand times I
Found myself asking, "Why? Why?"
Why am I taking so long to say this?
But trust me, girl I never
Meant to crush your world
And I never
Thought I would see the day we grew apart
And I wanna know....."

After listening to Christ Brown's say goodbye...
I'd cry...cuz it hurts....badly
Hurt that u'd told me goodbye...n now u've even hated me...
I don't want...you to hate me