its so cold..

its so cold after raining...
i hate it when it rains at night...its cold
both my hands and feet are as cold as corpse...
i hate this...
it made me think of you...
that you tried to warm my hands up with yours wrapped around mine...
my feet with yours...
your hands and feet are so huge and warm...
you are always there when i had family issues...
you are always there to care for me...to cheer me up...
but now ur gone...and i felt cold....
i can't seem to warm them up like you did last time...
i wanted to hold you again...to take the fear way from me...
to make me feel like i'm safe...like some one still wants me...
that i'm not alone...that i have you....
but now ur gone...
now i'm alone...
and i'm almost lost all inside...
i hated to cry...