time will heal

they say time will heal everything...
they say i'll pass this unbearable pain soon....
they say i'll forget our past when time past...
they say i'll get over you after some time...
they say time is my antidote...
maybe they're right?
or maybe they're wrong?
i might look strong....
i might look tough...
but you wont know...
that i get shaky and nervous when i see you,
that i blushed when you touch my face,
that my heart stopped beating 1 sec when you looked at me,
that i stay up late almost every night...cuz of the dreams i kept having...
that my heart hurts so much and it'd stopped hurting already...
that i've cried so much that i'm almost out of tears...
that i'd wished every night for you to be happy before i went to bed...
and yet...you'll never knew
maybe time Will heal my heart..
it Will...
but the wound on my heart WILL pop open when i see you...
thats what will never change...